do u know where ur food comes from?

so i just finished watching oprah and im sitting on a moral fence right now i watched how the cows get slaughtered their skin pulled off and their guts falling out so the question is could i be vegan? and i think the answer is no could i be vegan-ish? maybe i could give up meat on some days and i can for sure buy grass fed free range meat i know an animal is still getting killed for my dinner but to be truthful it makes it not so bad knowing it had a happy life before and in my opinion is way healthier to go the grass fed route so maybe for 2011 i think the goal is to be more conscious of where my food comes from and if i dont know maybe i shouldnt eat it